Hello Autumn,
I've been dragging my feet and reminiscing of long Summers days; whiling away the time in the sunshine, cocktails on rooftops and snoozing on beaches. However, Autumn is quickly turning into Winter and before it does, I'd like to take the time to embrace this season.
I'm looking forward to dog-walking in the park with leaves crunching under my Converse, windswept hair and crisp, but bright, Autumn mornings.
Today I've updated the What Lexy Said theme to Autumn, but in doing so, I had to pick just one for the header. I still want to use all the lovely pictures that the lovely Alex Thornber took, so I'm going to put them here. Hopefully they give you all the Autumn feels required for October.
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Tuesday, 25 October 2016
Autumn Brings A Change
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Sunday, 29 May 2016
'Just Go Away' - Working with Amberslide
Amberslide are a five-piece, Kent based band and they’re describing themselves as “…just a band like any other, making noise and trying to be heard” but I wouldn’t describe their music as just noise. For fans of rock/metalcore as a genre, Amberslide should be the next band to on your list. Whichever variation of the rock-based genre you find yourself fitting into, I’m sure you can find a track or two off their EP ‘Uneven’ to suit you.
My personal favourites from the EP are Spit On My Grave and Autumn Brings The Change.
After taking inspiration from a close friend’s daughter’s plight with bullies at her school, guitarist Tim Scrivens and lead vocalist Phil Washington have co-written ‘Just Go Away’ - a brilliant track inspired by entries of Ambers diary, detailing her feelings and miseries of going to school every day and seeing her friends turn against her; online as well as in real life.
After taking inspiration from a close friend’s daughter’s plight with bullies at her school, guitarist Tim Scrivens and lead vocalist Phil Washington have co-written ‘Just Go Away’ - a brilliant track inspired by entries of Ambers diary, detailing her feelings and miseries of going to school every day and seeing her friends turn against her; online as well as in real life.
Having performed ‘Just Go Away’ at Scrivfest 2015, it was decided a music video was the next step for the track, and that’s where I come in. Admittedly I did put Tim’s request, of me being in their video, down in the ‘pipeline-dreams’ pile and forgot about it for a while, assuming it was just an idea that he’d had that would never come to fruition.
How wrong was I? Sorry, man.
How wrong was I? Sorry, man.
A few short messages back and forth, I booked a weekend off work and suddenly it was a solid plan, penned in the diary for the end of November 2015.
Now, if anyone knows me I definitely have a penchant for things on the alternative side so when Tim talked me through the concept for the video I was immediately on board.
If you know my mother, you’ll know where I get my gothic tendencies from.
Dressing up like a goth for a weekend and being generally moody seemed like fun and 100% something I was capable of; I spent a large amount of my teenage years doing exactly that.
If you know my mother, you’ll know where I get my gothic tendencies from.
Dressing up like a goth for a weekend and being generally moody seemed like fun and 100% something I was capable of; I spent a large amount of my teenage years doing exactly that.
When I met with Phil & Tim, morning of the first shoot, I was super nervous but tried to hide it and quickly settled into their company; Tim rattled on excitedly about the video and it quickly became apparent that this video and the band are his new baby. He’s been in touch with the S.O.P.H.I.E Lancaster Foundation, which if you read this blog post from 2015, you’ll know is a charity close to my own heart. S.O.P.H.I.E stands out for Stamp Out Prejudice Hatred and Intolerance Everywhere which the foundation implements by working towards eradicating prejudice and bullying toward the more alternative communities.
All money made from the single will be going back to the S.O.P.H.I.E Charity.
Spending the day filming with the guys from the band, Duncan and the lovely Ash who plays the ‘frenemy’ was one of my favourite weekends of 2015. Multiple outfits, a hell of a lot of make up, and a lot of off-camera laughter made the nerves dissipate and I actually really enjoyed myself; I’ve missed the little adrenaline buzz that I used to get performing when I was younger.
After reviewing the November footage, it was decided that the video needed more variety - some outdoors shots, which meant we had one more day of filming before the video was completely wrapped and ready to head into the editing process.
We shot again in February, a cold beach shoot, which features a lot of trudging around in the rain and looking out to sea. The shoot in February was very different to the shoot from November, firstly it was bitterly cold and all the shots were outside. Tim & Phil had spent time scouting locations so we knew where we were shooting and we had a vague idea of what kind of shots they’d try to create.
One more day of filming took place in April, just to really cement the storyline within the video; in this set up I got to be a bit more angry which I enjoyed and Ash was back as well, to see what all of her bullying and tormenting had turned me into.
Through the process of making the video I’ve learned that Phil, Tim & Duncan are perfectionists - but of course, why wouldn’t you be when creating something like this? Luckily, Phil & Tim seemed to be sharing the same creative brain when it came to the video; they’re so in sync that it’s scary but I’m sure it transfers well to film. Along with input (and final say so) from Duncan, they took on the role of co-directors and it’s been really interesting seeing their ideas develop, change and finally become real in front of the camera.
Tim was the only member of Amberslide that I knew before any involvement in the music video, so I was consistently conscious of not letting him down; I didn’t want to screw it up and it come down on his head - this is the main reason I was nervous back in November I think. I was suddenly vastly aware that I had to prove to, not only the rest of the band, but also Duncan that I was the right recommendation for the video and that I could pull it off.
Hopefully everyone is happy with the end product.
It’s been a long wait for the video, but now that I've seen it I couldn’t be more excited. Tim’s been teasing us all releasing snippets of video here and there along with behind-the-scenes GoPro footage from the shoots, as well as pictures from the performance shoot that the band did last summer. The track is amazing and catchy as hell; it’s been stuck in my head for the last seven months, and I’m really glad to have been a part of something as awesome as this.
S.O.P.H.I.E Charity has been a cause I’ve cared about for a long time and I’ve been wearing the silicone bracelet for longer than I can remember now. Buy the single, and the charity will receive the proceeds, or you can donate straight into the S.O.P.H.I.E bank account, or text a donation. I’ll leave all of the official websites for S.O.P.H.I.E below plus donation details.
Lloyds Bank.
Account Name: The Sophie Lancaster Foundation
Sort Code: 30-11-48
Account No: 13881260
Account Name: The Sophie Lancaster Foundation
Sort Code: 30-11-48
Account No: 13881260
Text SOPH05 £(Your Amount) to 70070
Monday, 21 October 2013
The Silencing of my Lamb.
The baby screamed, and I was tired.
Screaming, screaming, screaming.
The highest pitch; the most blood curdling wail.
"I'm coming" I hissed into the darkness, knowing she wouldn't hear me nor understand.
Opening her bedroom door, the screams did not falter.
"Shh, now. Shhhh" My pleading whisper fell away into the darkness as I lifted the writhing screaming bundle to my chest and held her close.
"Shh now. Sleep. Shh my little lamb."
Screaming, screaming, screaming - I rocked her back and forwards, holding her closer and closer. I felt her gasp for breath in between screaming and still I held her closer. Her face so close to my chest. Tight.
Muffling, stifling and then nothing.
There was silence at last. Silence from the screaming.
Screaming, screaming, screaming.
The highest pitch; the most blood curdling wail.
"I'm coming" I hissed into the darkness, knowing she wouldn't hear me nor understand.
Opening her bedroom door, the screams did not falter.
"Shh, now. Shhhh" My pleading whisper fell away into the darkness as I lifted the writhing screaming bundle to my chest and held her close.
"Shh now. Sleep. Shh my little lamb."
Screaming, screaming, screaming - I rocked her back and forwards, holding her closer and closer. I felt her gasp for breath in between screaming and still I held her closer. Her face so close to my chest. Tight.
Muffling, stifling and then nothing.
There was silence at last. Silence from the screaming.
Tuesday, 21 May 2013
Winchester University SU Awards
Let me start by congratulating my housemate Demi Snape (@DemiSnape) on her award that she recieved yesterday; Fundraiser Of The Year for her work with Cure Leukaemia. Millie is Demi's cousin and is six; she was diagnosed with Leukaemia last year. Demi, being the family-girl that she is, took it upon herself to jump, freefall out of a plane with Go SkyDive. 10,000ft through the air, Demi made all her friends and her family so proud. Overall, Demi has raised just under £600, on JustGiving, towards her cousin's medical treatments as well as the same again for the Cure Leukaemia Charity.
Attending the ceremony with Demi just made us all more proud of our girl, not just for the fact that she smashed every target she set herself but also for the fact that she is being recognised for it. She desereved all the praise for what she's done both for Millie and Cure Leukaemia.
"I have loved being able to give some money to a wonderful cause,. A massive thank you goes out to Go Skydive for being absolutely incredible today and again thank you to you all for showing support for children with Cancer it means so much to me..." said Demi, on her Facebook page, on the day of her dive.
Demi is just one of my friends who are doing spectactular things on a daily basis, whether it's being promoted at work or being hired for the Entertainments, Communications and Welfare Officers through Winchester University's Student Run Elections.
As I sit on the sofa, moan about how I don't have the right flavour of Monster Energy Drink or how the next episode of Grey's Anatomy wont load on my computer I muse on all the things I could be doing, if I tried.
I want to try for things I really do, it's just the fear of failing that holds me back.
This all started last night at the Awards Show, my four friends socialising and networking with everyone, setting up meetings for the week about how to make our University a better place to be when I'm stood rocking back and forward on my Jeffery Campbell Spiked Lita's. I don't know anyone or anything...
Maybe it's time for that to change.
I'm going to try and find a pro-active hat to put on.
If I can find one in the mass of clothes, pizza boxes and Monster Energy/Stella Artois cans that is my bedroom floor.
Maybe I'll have an amazing story of my proactivity to tell you, next time.
Maybe.
Lex. X
Attending the ceremony with Demi just made us all more proud of our girl, not just for the fact that she smashed every target she set herself but also for the fact that she is being recognised for it. She desereved all the praise for what she's done both for Millie and Cure Leukaemia.
"I have loved being able to give some money to a wonderful cause,. A massive thank you goes out to Go Skydive for being absolutely incredible today and again thank you to you all for showing support for children with Cancer it means so much to me..." said Demi, on her Facebook page, on the day of her dive.
Demi is just one of my friends who are doing spectactular things on a daily basis, whether it's being promoted at work or being hired for the Entertainments, Communications and Welfare Officers through Winchester University's Student Run Elections.
As I sit on the sofa, moan about how I don't have the right flavour of Monster Energy Drink or how the next episode of Grey's Anatomy wont load on my computer I muse on all the things I could be doing, if I tried.
I want to try for things I really do, it's just the fear of failing that holds me back.
This all started last night at the Awards Show, my four friends socialising and networking with everyone, setting up meetings for the week about how to make our University a better place to be when I'm stood rocking back and forward on my Jeffery Campbell Spiked Lita's. I don't know anyone or anything...
Maybe it's time for that to change.
I'm going to try and find a pro-active hat to put on.
If I can find one in the mass of clothes, pizza boxes and Monster Energy/Stella Artois cans that is my bedroom floor.
Maybe I'll have an amazing story of my proactivity to tell you, next time.
Maybe.
Lex. X
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